Sometimes, I get really tired of playing everyone's therapist.
I think I just need one.

First things first:

Watch this youtube video.
Natalie Dessay .. in an opera .. having sex with a fly .. all culminating in an orgasm turned into opera.
The last bit is the best part!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QN-zyCPtXOE

On to other things. I'm going home for break tomorrow.
Mixed feelings to the whole matter. I mean .. I'm excited to see my friends.
I miss my best friend! And everyone else of course .. I have a date, which
is excellent.
(Although I don't know how that will be? Last time we tried to date I liked her ... but she wasn't
"ready" to date girls? She asked me out this time though .. so we'll see.)
Um. Also, many other people I'm excited to see ..

However, my mother .. not so much.
I mean .. I already posted how last break was.
It's just really awkward. Lots of tension .. I don't really know.
I guess I'll find out when I get there. My father offered to
let me come stay with them for a bit .. but it's 30 minutes
to drive to work then .. I have no desire to pay for that, or
have to leave even earlier to get to work. It all depends, I suppose.

But other than that .. I'm going to miss my Matts! How will I survive without them??
I do not know!

Er isst den Truthahn.

Know what that means?

Didn't think so.

That's ok.

Oh, German.

Um. New life crisis. Homophobia is entirely too prevelant in my home.

Per example:

The dinner time conversation had on Wednesday with my Mother and Step-Father, Jerry.
They told me something along these lines.

"When  you choose a lifestyle as unnatural as homosexuality and then put yourself out there by having
pride and demanding equal rights, you are inviting hate crimes and they are both acceptable and
necessary."

However, my mother would never commit a hate crime, because "they're too trashy."

Thoughts?